If this is a dream then where do I go from here/how long until I wake up/shh leave me here for now/

Grozny, Chechen Republic, Russia, 1995

this was my home for the last 5 days. i’m finding it so fucking difficult to adjust back into my every day life after spending such an amazing time here. it was the most incredible experience and thing i have ever done in my whole entire life so far. love was radiating off EVERYONE. i have never felt so loved in my whole entire life. i didn’t have to worry about being judged. i could just be myself and all my worries were completely set aside. i woke up early every morning and swam in the river and spoke to whoever else was having an early morning dip too. i hooped and play instruments and stepped outside of my comfort zone and completely accepted everything into it. when me and my boyfriend got home he put on a song by joni mitchell and i crawled up in bed and he just couldn’t help but cry out of happiness. take me back. 
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